Hi….It’s been quite a journey for the last 4 years. I thought of creating a new web page and also moving to a new place, buying a new car, moving to another country, well, just a new life. Then I asked myself if making all things new will make any difference…and maybe it does, but.. I can’t change my history, I can’t change my decisions, I can’t go back on time. There are things I can. I can start over, I can buy new things, I can make plans, I can be positive, I can be grateful, I can make new friends, I can connect with old ones, I can, I can, I can. When I noticed that the list of I can is much longer than the list of I can’t I saw the “light”. What if instead of focusing of my I can’t list I start taking action with the I can list?
Yesterday I was sad. I didn’t sleep well and I woke up as if I was having a hangover, only that there was no alcohol involved. I found myself feeling pity about me, about my age, about my empty nest, but mostly about my regrets (again) of past decisions when I was much younger and the consequences of those in my actual status. Then I remembered that feeling pity doest not solve anything. That “this too shall pass”. I remembered that I can be hurt but I can choose not to suffer. Then I went to my closet, chose a pretty outfit and in a matter of minutes I was on my way to watch Bridget Jones’s Baby, yes, alone. I felt a lot better just because I decided I can control what I feel. I can choose not to suffer, not to feel embarrassed, not to punish myself and not to feel pity. At the end, only brave people can put their feelings out there and take risks. I felt awesome in a new blouse my BF brought me from Honk Kong and as soon as I entered the cinemas I bought myself a gelato and went to watch the movie. What happened next?. I never felt I was alone, I laughed out loud, and I enjoyed every second of my alone date. I came back home feeling happy, proud, braver, with more energy and yes, with hope of a better tomorrow. I know that I will feel sad again but I also know that I can work that out and everything will be ok.
It is a great exercise to make a list of the things you are grateful for, it really works. You will always have more things to be grateful than things to regret. Focus on the list of blessings, this does miracles on you state of mind, on your emotions, on your happiness. At the end it is just life and it is a wonderful life.
I am really grateful for many things but I will share with you two that will be talking place soon. The first one will be held this weekend, September 24 and 25. I will be selling my art, ceramic and mixed media at the West Elm store in Plaza Las Americas in San Juan, Puerto Rico. They will also choose some pieces to be sold on the store, Isn’t that awesome?? Here is the photo I am using as a promotion for the event.
The second Big News is that my Greeting Cards line are IN PROCESS!!! Waiting for new samples this week. This line and the pillows, giclees, and bookmarks will be under Borboletas, LLC. In the next post I will introduce my second name that I will be using to sign my art instead of the last name. Now everything will be signed under Elizabeth Claire. This page will also have another name to go with Elizabeth Claire. Stay tuned for more about this matter.
I feel really happy to get back to writing and still be enjoying the ride!!!
Love and Light!!
“In art, the hand can never execute anything higher than the heart can imagine.”
Ralph Waldo Emerson
It’s time to start sharing! In this post I will be showing you one of the favorite things I do, collage painting, which for me is a mixed media art that has some collage. I really love this process of creating a mixed media and adding collage. Some people have asked me about my process…it is intuitive or do you know what are you going to do? I never thought about that until Jane Davies asked me in the retreat at Vermont in August 2012.
After almost a week working in different projects, I was ready to answer that question…and No, I don’t really plan, for me it is an intuitive process. And, no, I don’t open Pinterest to get inspiration. I do have an archive of photos of things I like but almost never go back to look at them, even if I am going to start a new art. In fact, sometimes, when I open my laptop I look at some of them just because I like them. It is the same as looking at a favorite view, which inspires me, because most of them are photos related to nature or everyday life. Sometimes I plan what I want to do and then I end up doing something different. Sometimes a just pick a canvas and start adding paints or papers, with no plan at all. Sometimes I choose something that I like to work on, like an elephant, or a bicycle, or an owl, or cups or anything that comes to my mind at any moment but I never planned how it will end. I believe it is a conversation with my inner self and the canvas or the surface chosen at that moment. I like to draw, doodle and sometimes I get one of those and it provides a starting point. I REALLY REALLY LOVE THIS PROCESS. I can tell with no regrets that I love what I do and I am proud of it.
Since 2009, when I started learning and practicing this art, I have learned to trust my instincts and my process and the colors I choose. To make this lesson I picked one of my favorite mixed media and tried to imitate it to make the lesson simple for you. It ended up as a unique piece. I hope you enjoy the demonstration and that it will inspire you in some way. Please use the password “prepare” to be able to view the video.
The video will demonstrate the third step in my process of creating a mixed media. I can say that “my process” of creating a mixed media has at least six parts: 1. creating the papers, 2. preparing the canvas, 3. Start Collaging and creating the mixed media, 4. add details with the brayers or any other tool available, 5. Add other details (more collage). 6. Let it dry and add details with pens, ink and/or paint. Parts 4, 5 and 6 will be resumed in photos after the video. Enjoy!!
6. Roll the brayer again over the paint!
7. And again over the college!
8. See what is happening? Like it?
10. The complete collage with the brayer rolled over!
11. Adding the dragonflies I draw over a yellow painted paper. Pasting them with medium gel.
12.Cutting and pasting my flowers!
13. The finished and pasted flowers.
14. Using some stencils from my class mate at Vermont, Julie Baltzer. Isn’t they gorgeous?
15. Get some white acrylic paint with this cosmetic sponge!
16. Sponge the paint with the sponge over areas you like using a stencil.
17. Looking good!!
18. See the results?
19. I like this!
20. Adding details with a white gel pen! I don’t know why but I love to do this!
21. Details to the leaves with the gel pen!
22. More details with the gel pen!
23. Hearts with the gel pen….a must on my colleges!
24. VOILA!! The finished art…It needs a varnish but not until it gets scanned!!
Copyright Elizabeth Gonzalez 2012
When I was asking myself in what direction I wanted my blog after coming back, this was my first choice, have a place to share my life as an artist and share my knowledge and experience, my art and the “how to” of some of them….in other words…making something that matters. I hope you enjoyed the post and the demo class. I can tell for sure that this post was created ……..
With so much love,
I am really proud of presenting Kelly Thiel in this Stories Must Be Shared series. Kelly and I met in 2010 as part of an online course and since then we became friends, online friends that are willing to meet in person one day. I am very proud of her ceramic work. She has inspired me in ways she doesn’t even know. She has been a constant supporter on all my online projects and she does it with joy and an open heart. I am very happy to share her story and her work….Enjoy!!
Her Story..in her own words
Here is a story about a mom. My mom. My best friend in the whole wide world. When I was a kid, she did the normal mom things, like cooking dinner and making us brush our teeth, but she also did other things. She taught me to grow vegetables in the garden, and how to cut the asparagus when it was ready. I still see her squatting down with that old steak knife, surveying the asparagus stalks. She taught me that in order to eat a healthy meal, there needed to be a lot of color on your plate. She also taught me to have a lot of color in my life! She showed me how to live openly, be yourself, and that home was your safe place. She also taught me to break the rules sometimes, and just have fun. I remember one day in middle school, she checked me out of school, and told me we were taking a road trip to the beach. We stopped for a dozen glazed doughnuts and then headed for a distant beach in our old ratty convertible car. It was one of the best days of my life.
Fast forward a few years. I’m out of college and my mom and I are still very close. We speak on the phone every day, even though she lives in a different city. My then-boyfriend (soon to be husband) and I decided to move to Charleston, SC, and 6 months later, my mom also moved to Charleston. While I was worried about the close proximity, it turned out to be one of the best things that had ever happened.
My mother had done a lot of oil painting when I was younger, but it had been so long since she had picked up a brush. I had the thought to get her a gift for Christmas – real painting lessons. When I told her about it, she paused, and said, “you know, I think I’d rather take a pottery class”. And then I paused, and said, “Wow, that sounds cool, can I take it with you???” And that it was it!! We never looked back. Our pottery class turned out to be not so great, on the teaching side of things, but it was enough to get us hooked on clay. It wasn’t long before we purchased a wheel, then two wheels, and then a kiln and a slab-roller. Oh man, we were in business!!! It didn’t matter how cold or how hot it was, or how many mosquitos bit us while we were throwing (since our “studio” was in an unheated building outside) we made pots. And we made more pots. We made pots until we were overflowing with pottery, and then it was time to sell. We started doing retail shows together all the time. We traveled to different states, stayed in a variety of hotels, doing lots of good and bad shows. Each one is a precious, precious memory.
Then, all of a sudden, things changed. We were driving to a show in Florida in early 2008, and my mom got confused on the road. She didn’t know how to drive, or how to handle the fork in the road. I knew then, that something was very, very wrong. Not long after that, she was diagnosed with cancer. Stage 4, in the lungs and in the brain. The tumors, all 40+ of them, are what caused her to forget how to drive that day. I was 5 months pregnant with my first daughter.
10 months later, my mom passed away. I had a 5 month old baby, and I struggled each day. I went through the blackest time in my life. When I should have been celebrating life, I was struggling with death and depression. I stopped doing anything creative whatsoever, and just tried to make it through each day.
When I ever so slowly began to come out of my fog, I knew that I was almost ready to go back to the studio. I also knew that my pottery work was going to change dramatically. Hugely. Finally, the day came when I was ready to try it. I sat down at my work table and let my hands just sort of play. And birds came out! This was good; it felt right. I kept making birds, and then I realized how I could manipulate them to show emotion and concept, and I could use birds to express everything that had happened in my heart.
I never went back to my wheel. I still have my wheel though, and I will use it when friends want to play, or if my daughters want to try it. But I am done throwing. It doesn’t suit my patience anymore. It feels better to slap, squeeze, and squish the clay into forms that I want. I work intuitively sometimes, other times I have a sketch I use.
I started making bird sculptures, and I felt a tiny release each time. Sometimes I cried while I worked, and other times it made my heart happy, but it was what I needed. All of it. So I started focusing on my sculpture alone.
Letting go of all the functional pottery I had made in the past. It was done.
That was 4 years ago. I’m still loving my sculpture process, and my birds. I am excited each time I get to go to my studio and be with them. So now, looking back on that time in my life, it’s no exaggeration to say that it was THE life-changer of my life. All I once, I became an orphan, a mother, and a sculptor.
Thank you for reading my story.
I’m so proud to share some of her stunning work:
My narrative sculptures are an expression of the deep sorrow, delirious joy and tumult I’ve experienced thus far in my life. Flight, by all its definitions, connotations, and implications is a flying away from; a rising to; an escape and a release; an expression of desperation and joy. Emotions beat inside me on wings on anguish and fear, but also on wings of happiness and love. I am hopefully able to release all that I carry inside me, bird by bird, one small release at a time.
About Kelly Thiel (Her Bio):
Kelly found clay in 1999. Interested in all things creative, she grew up with an artistic mother on a small farm in rural Georgia, where she developed her love of playing in the mud. Those formative years influenced her greatly, and since then, she has always been involved in the arts.
A couple of years after graduating from Virginia Tech, Kelly moved to Charleston, SC and began working in clay. She traveled around the country to study with different artists, like Tom Coleman and Lisa Clague, to further her knowledge of the material. She has shown her award-winning work in regional and national exhibitions, and currently participates with the American Craft Council retail shows each year. Several of her sculptures were also included in the Art Buzz, Collection 2008 and 2011, which is an art book, deidcated to the visual arts. Kelly has also recently expanded to offer her pieces in bronze.
With a studio on John’s Island, SC Kelly is able to stay connected with the natural environment and has a view of pastures and a pond, with many trees and birds.
Kelly is married with two young daughters, who have already attended many art shows and exhibits in their short lives. Information: Phone: 843.437.4914 www.kellythielstudio.com firstname.lastname@example.org
I am sure that you adored meeting Kelly Thiel. You can follow her and her stunning work at www.kellythielstudio.com.
Stay tuned for more amazing stories in the next weeks.
Have a Happy Thanksgiving Day and Enjoy the rest of the week!!
Inspiration and Art #10
“Man often becomes what he believes himself to be. If I keep on saying to myself that I cannot do a certain thing, it is possible that I may end by really becoming incapable of doing it. On the contrary, if I have the belief that I can do it, I shall surely acquire the capacity to do it even if I may not have it at the beginning.”
I love New York and and have been there many times. I love to walk and walk and walk. Each visit brings new adventures, new restaurants, new museums a new musical a new air. I have been there with my sons as kids, as teenagers and as adults. My son studied in Troy and visiting New York was one of the most rewarding things in each trip. He even proposed to his now wife in Central Park and we had a celebration dinner at Mezzogiorno Restaurant in Little Italy. I love this restaurant, as I love Latin Bistro and Dos Caminos (my favorite for lunch) in SOHO. As for me, Dos Caminos makes the best guacamole, the best.
I’ve been in NY three times on a two weeks stay to teach during the nights (not art related) and discover new things during the day. The first time I was there teaching I went alone. I have never been in a subway by myself and I got lost and called my then husband crying. In few days I was an expert and the experience was awesome. My husband or I may say my ex, arrived a few days after my breakdown and my son a week later. At the same time my sister was visiting with her son. He was there as a musician and was to perform along with his college mates in the Carnegie Hall..Yes The Carnegie Hall. This experience was a blast, my sister, my son and my nephew, all at the same time in NY. With a few of my instructions (now an expert) they learned fast to use the subway. The time was perfect and they went to a musical (I was teaching), a must to do when we go to New York. I am planning to return to Dos Caminos next week, if I can find the time…because this time my visit to NY is a dream come true…as an artist, as a woman. As I mentioned before, I will be participating in SURTEX and my designs will be there to be watched by thousands of people. Scary, indeed., but how sweet and how exciting!:).
I have been away from this blog because I had just one month to get ready to be there on next Saturday 19, when I will be setting up my booth. Isn’t this awesome. Three years ago I would never thought this will ever happen, but it did and I am so happy, so proud and so grateful to have this opportunity. I’m still in my last minute tweaks with the booth and a lot of designs are not named yet, but I am almost there. I will be in BOOTH #677..so manufacturers are very much welcome as are my online friends, most of them from creative curses I have taken from the past two years. I hope I will have lots of visits from manufacturers. This means that if you are there at my booth and I am with a possible client, please say hi and please, please don’t go, wait until the possible client is finished or come later because I would love love to meet you.
My portfolio is almost ready with a few hard copies as well as an online version. Just need to print a few images, and pack. I am new in this business but I know I will learn a a lot from this experience and I am sure it will be an unforgettable experience. Prayers and good wishes are very welcome. I will be sharing all I can with this experience as my son will be there as videographer and photographer…Stay tuned.
Well I need to finish my booth, so, next time I will write from New York. For now I will share a post card (front and back) and a new art. The post card is part of my press kit and it is already at my son’s house in PHILLY. I just love how it looks! Do you?
The next image is a new art work i finished a few weeks ago. I love umbrellas, I just love them. I draw umbrellas as a hobby and I buy them just because I like them and then I don’t want to take them when raining because I lost each and every umbrella I buy. The truth is, at this moment this is the only one I have..Not Good, we have a lot of rain during the upcoming months…It is time to buy a new one…maybe in New York?
The written words are ” Its raining this morning, the Sun also Shines, the Flowers are Smiling…Enjoy the Ride”.. A good reminder for me in this days that I am exhausted..but happy!!
Hope you like it…it will be sold on the etsy shop as a print or a tile and maybe as an Iphone case too. Did you notice the Elephant Iphone case in the side bar? I have one of those and I love it, love it!
My best wishes for you!
i am so happy when i have the time for mixed media..for some reason i love it but need to plan it ahead…and i decided to establish my Creative Saturdays…so i tried hard to have everything done..the house has to be clean because i feel guilty when it is not ….i need to feel it fresh and clean in order to be productive and make my art with peace of mind…and it worked….. i’ll show two new mixed media i worked on my first Creative Saturday…they were inspired in two tiles i used to make in ceramic and sell since 2003… i will not make them again in ceramic…so sorry for PR Arts and Crafts Store in Puerto Rico who likes to sell them in the Christmas season.. i will make these new ones in giclees and in sublimated tiles….actually i already made them in tiles and they look gorgeous…some stores are already interested …and i believe they will be a hit…. here they are…
Hacia Belén…with Love, Peace and Joy
The originals are already sold…Hurray!! Highest quality prints are available as well as 4.25×4.25 and 6×6 tiles..the look gorgeous…Promise…you will not be disappointed…